To fully
acknowledge the width, depth and breadth of 2025, I have to go back to 2024,
which was, for me, the most painful year I can recall, though at this very
moment even this seems like a faraway passage that has entirely dissolved its
rugged edges and is now simply part of everything that is and ever was.
The
dissolution I went through during the entire span of 2024, left nothing
untouched. Emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually I was stripped
bare, breath by blessed breath, until I was quite literally vacant. No prior
construction withstood the earthquake of transfiguration. If my landscape were
to be envisioned as a city, it would look like an apocalyptic scene from one of
those films about the future world in 2224.
And yet…
Yet this was not something terrible that I was a victim of. Not something to be
saved from. Not something that I inflicted upon myself either. It just was what
needed to be at this point of my existence.
So, when
2025 dawned, I was still under the rubbles of this massive implosion. Finding
my way out into daylight so I could catch my breath and stand upright again.
I will not
go into details about what went on, as this is shared in my new book: Soul
Songs 2 – A Sigh of Wholeness which will be out in the first half of 2026.
What I do
want to share right now though, is how entirely, surprisingly magnificent 2025
has been. How special it has been to day by day discover this new lifestream
that I am now embodying, completely at peace with what was, is and is to be.
Not as an opposite of what 2024 felt like, but as its own emergence that needs
no contrast to be compared to.
I cannot,
in fact, compare what I discover myself to be on a daily basis, with anything
prior.
My tastes,
motivations, inclinations, perceptions, choices… everything is different for me
now. Not better. Not worse. Simply not comparable. The baseline is extinct. The
new template has no prior blueprint.
In
practical terms, this has changed the way I interact with my environment and
the people in it. And so, too, where I feel at home geographically has needed
to change, in order to meet my current frequency. This is why I have relocated
to the Azores, choosing Faial island as the pivotal base of my hearth for it is
the most purely symbiotic match for my entirety now – though the 9 islands of
this exquisite archipelago are all one for me, and equally my home.
This love
affair with the islands and most specifically with Faial has been a sweet
discovery of what Home really feels like when we find the perfect merge with
land, wind, ocean and fire and all of its living creatures. Something I had not
experienced before to this extent. But then again, I am discovering everything
anew so this too is an integral part of this ongoing discovery.
I have let
go of so much during 2025, as I had also during 2024. People. Things. Creations. Projects. Places. Endings
upon endings upon endings. Which intrinsically means beginnings upon beginnings
upon beginnings.
The grief
of loss that was to be felt, ended with 2024 and into the first rays of 2025.
This year’s letting go has been of a joyfully liberating nature. A celebration
of honouring, releasing, stepping forward unburdened. Cloaked in the abundance
of what has died and composted into new fertile ground, for new seeds to sprout
under a new sun, watered with new expressions of unfolding possibilities.
This is how
I step into 2026. Infinitely grateful. To all. To everything. Everywhere. My
heart openly shining with a love so big it cannot be contained and singing a
song of peaceful harmony where dark and light are not separate.
I have no
idea what I will create throughout the year, other than the certainty of
humanness expressed in contented trust that all is well in all of creation when
the grace of Presence is allowed to radiate through every physical and
non-physical pore.
In this new
year, in this new life, there are no aims to achieve. Nothing to strive for. No
purpose to fulfil. No mission to pursue. No specific passion other than that of
life itself, with each day’s gifts to explore.
Whether you
and I physically cross paths or not, we will certainly dance – in any one of
the many dimensions we multiply through. So cheers to us, to existence, to
infinite possibilities and to life here on Earth, particularly, as this is our
chosen playground… for now. And thank you /\ So very much.
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