From the Scrolls of Ahyeen
These writings are not stories to consume. they are moments to inhabit.
They are not lessons either. They pulse as living fields.
Read slowly. Breathe them. Let them move through you.
Existence is Naturally Supportive
“Existence
is naturally supportive”.
As Hadael
stood on the shore, contemplating the rawness of the wild waves before him, he
finally completely understood.
“Existence
is naturally supportive.” Of course! How could it not be? This was the whole
point of experiencing oneself. To be fully supported, irrespective of the
nature of the experience itself. Which meant that it was not about existence
bringing forth one’s wants, desires or perceived needs. It was about it
supporting whatever it is that was believed to be true, possible and
impossible. Because… well, very simply, because we exist. Infinitely. Eternally.
“I exist,
therefore, existence is supportive”. Existence and “I exist” were, in fact, one
and the same thing.
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This meant
that fear of something “going wrong” – the widely cherished “what if” – was
ultimately fear of oneself. Because reality, physical reality, though
illusionary, was built entirely on the reflective principle that it mirrors
what one believes to be true.
Hadael felt
elated at his discoveries. Not really discoveries. Rather, clear awarenesses.
This changed everything! If all it took was reviewing why he was holding on to
a certain belief that he had concluded no longer served him, but yet was still
in place, then it was simple. He was well aware also that one always,
invariably, chooses what one believes to be better for oneself. Always. With no
exception.
So, if
something was happening in his life, which he knew was not better for him and
he was choosing something else he knew to be better but still could not set
himself entirely free from the other thing he wanted to be done with, it was
because some part of him still believed that that was more productive, in other
words better, than what he knew was better but still wasn’t able to embrace
entirely as his truth. Boiling it all down to “existence is naturally
supportive”, of whatever one believes to be true.
Hadael had
managed to set himself free from many many beliefs – of separating himself from
the mass consciousness overlays that had determined his infancy and younger
years, constructed purely on following what others seemed to know and which
seemed to work for the majority. This thing of accepting what was commonly
believed to be the right way to be his way had been quite uncomfortable for
him. So uncomfortable that it had driven him into himself, in search of some
other way. Some other truth. Something that felt more real in his heart, that
made more sense in his own particular perception.
As much as
inconformity had been uncomfortable too, going along with what everyone
followed as true, had been even worse. This is how Hadael had managed to jump
onto a different track – much like we see in a thriller, where two trains cross
each side by side in opposite directions, and the hero somehow manages to jump
onto the other train, while it is in motion, leaving behind his “enemies” on
the other train, who are not able to follow him in his new direction.
Still, it
sometimes felt overwhelming and confusing to be in-between both worlds – his
own and the world at large.
It was
getting easier and easier, though. To perceive that in fact he was creating his
own world, his own reality, with each leap of faith into whole new perceptions
which he decided to live by, saying goodbye to doubt and letting go of the fear
of what is commonly called the unknown.
It was not
really unknown. Otherwise his Soul would not guide him to go in that direction.
What it felt like to experience it was unknown. But it was completely safe,
productive and a joyful discovery for sure. It was a matter of frequency. Of
alignment with a higher frequency of consciousness. And of allowing life to
unfold from this field instead of from the field of fearful survival.
It really
was not hard to understand. It’s like those games with levels in which one can
only see the new reality of the next level once one has left the previous one
completely. This new level determines itself with no need to attach to the
prior one. Everything in it is different. Like the difference of a sunny day
versus a cloudy one. Not that one is better than the other. It is just
completely different.
When being
in a frequency of peacefulness, joy, love, expansive creative passion, there is
no space for fear, worry, anxiety, depression or other such feelings. And the
first creates its own reflexion, as does the latter. Really simple to
understand.
Sometimes,
when an aha moment like this comes along, everything becomes so clear that it
is hard to even relate to what was in place before we could see clearly. It is
literally a new dimension of experience. Hadael realised that the only
difference between setting sail and navigating entirely in the new reality that
shows itself in clarity, and relapsing into old patterns, was just whether
there was still any lingering belief that pushed him towards what had been
known as a default setting or whether all such beliefs had been addressed and
let go of, in peaceful recognition. This last bit was key, because when a
belief is addressed and feared or rejected in anger, it still has a charge, an
opponent. And whatever has an opponent remains in place to faithfully fulfill
it position in the battling interaction. Only absolute acceptance and
compassionate liberation could completely dissolve the need to hold onto a
belief that had so far served a valid purpose, until it became unnecessary and
was thankfully released from its duties.
Hadael felt
like dancing! He felt like becoming the foam on the surf of the waves he was
contemplating and just enjoying the elation of aliveness he now felt! Ah sweet realization!
“Existence is naturally supportive”.
With a big
sparkling smile, Hadael began to walk back home, knowing that his day would be
all the more joyful for the sense of being supported and fully responsible for
what he chose to hold onto and to let go of into the blending machine of existence.
